Don't Look Through The Curtains

Duchess looked up at Segin as he explained. Her expression nearly devastated through his story. But it wouldn't have mattered if he had experienced the same scenario as herself. Duchess never thought that her own abuse and rape had been worse than someone else. And just hearing the little bit of Segin's was almost enough to bring tears to her eyes.

Her paws pressed gently into his chest. She wanted to feel how he felt. Segin was outgoing and bright, and still she felt like she couldn't truly see the dark feelings inside him. "I'm sorry." There wasn't anything she could do or say to change what happened, she knew that. And she was sure Segin would never be completely okay, she wouldn't either. "I was... raped too." Indigo had known, but she had never come straight forward about it. Her grip loosened lightly on him as she turned her neck to point out the scars on her hip, a remembrance she felt lucky not to have to face everyday.

He offered to help her through it, whether it was a kiss and an end or more. Her own paws moved up under his cheeks and drove down him again before moving forward to press into him with another kiss. She was slow at first, her kisses almost always meaningful behind them. Her and Indigo shared a lot of make out sessions before they ever went further. This was easy for her. She felt a lot of emotions through her, she didn't know if Segin felt the same way but she liked to believe he did. As she kissed him deeper her body hugged around him begging for more. She motioned with a pull, asking for him to roll on top of her before she felt really prepared to thrust into the next step. Everything but her core was loose, the rest of her could have melted into him and the stone beneath her as she was at his will. But through her physical tension related to her past trauma, she grasped onto him, "Please don't stop." This turned out not so easy as it was with Indigo, but she didn't want to feel that way. Just like she shared Indigo, she felt like she could have the same emotions with Segin, and maybe it would help fix her too.

"Duchess"