what if i could do better

Thinking about what might have been was probably one of the worst thoughts she could have. Exploring her deepest desires, of being whole and unburdened… Some of her most magical dreams were of her life untouched by the illness. Lillith would never wish this life on anyone, especially not her brother. Even if they could trade places she wasn’t certain she wanted to. He was big and brave and everything she needed him to bed. Lil couldn’t see him as anyone besides her goofy older brother. Ezra echoes her sentiments, and while she wanted to teach him there wasn’t much she thought that she could teach him. He knew so much more than she when it came to fighting. Maybe someday.

Lil followed Ezra’s gaze but she didn’t see anything of note. Honestly she didn’t particularly want to find anything exciting on this trip, she was enjoying her walk with her brother and didn’t want to experience a repeat of last time. Garnet gaze looked back to Ezra as he mentioned making their return to the castle. He didn’t reveal anything in his voice but Lillith felt suspicious of his sudden desire. Not that she would say anything.

”I like the sound of breakfast.” She returned softly, glazing towards the trees briefly before turning around, placing herself at his shoulder.

Lillith Adravendi