Everyone Thinks That We're Perfect

Indigo fell into the affections easily, and Duchess couldn't help but feel like maybe he felt he had to do it, or he was feeling sorry for the way she had been acting lately. It may not have been true, but it was how she felt. She was definitely more insecure than she was comfortable with, and Indigo probably felt the same way. It seemed they moved passed the physical trauma, but there was always something behind each step they overcame, and she felt like she would never truly be better.

She moved into him fiercely, stepping backwards and tempting him to follow her next to the trunk of one of the willow trees, like they were hiding but it didn't really serve it's purpose. She gently hopped up to put her paws along his shoulders as she continued, it was never hard to know what she wanted when she was like this. "Please," She begged quietly, her breath catching from the kisses while her eyes looked longful and lustful up at his. She willingly put herself under him, but was completely at his mercy for whatever he wanted to do with her. She was as much a pleaser as he was.

-Fade-

She clung to him in the aftermath, she had grown silent in the ways she felt afterwards, because she always felt this way, it never changed. She had just grown used to the feeling, and didn't want to plague Indigo with anymore things to fix. She was still in her less than happy mood, at least physically. Her eyes were down at the fur of his chest as she carefully brushed through it with her claws. Embraced by him, it was a normal feeling.

She finally looked back up at him, resting her cheek and taking a few seconds before speaking, "Indigo..." She paused, a little uneasy with what was on her mind, "I think... I want babies." She took a deep breath like it was hard to get out. It was, because she wasn't really doing it for the right reason but she wouldn't have confessed to that. She hadn't forgotten about the Armada girl, but it seemed a lot more distant now. Though the feeling of being so close to the pack now had her on edge. She didn't think too hard about it but it was festering down in there somewhere. Just like how she wasn't okay with sharing Indigo. And it lead her to thinking that if she had his children, maybe she would keep her place as the most important to him. Everything that she wouldn't say, and she would easily lie about how she felt.

"Duchess"