your words in my memory
Juggernaut
07-24-2021, 04:38 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-24-2021, 04:39 PM by Indigo. Edited 1 time in total.)
He needed sleep, but even now as he found the perfect place to drown ou this thoughts they became louder than ever. He couldn’t take them, everything hurt so bad. Every little reminder o the words said to him. He gasped for breath as he opened his eyes, and Emersyn filled his vision. His gaze focused on her pale purple form, she was calm and curious. Of course there was concern and empathy but she gave him his space. She didn’t immediately rush to his arms like Gypsy had when Aslatiel left him. He was thankful as she leaned against him and offered her support. The gentle affection of her and the way her paw traced his back.
What happened?
He sighed heavily and furrowed his brow wondering where to start. What didn’t happen? It felt like he was cut in half, like his heart and his soul were stripped from his body. Aslatiel was gone, Duchess had… ”You didn’t hear?” His voice was hoarse, even worse that he had to speak loudly if he wanted to contend with the falls. ”Duchess snuck off,” He started, realizing his mistake started there. He planned to be up and gone a few minutes but it was a few minutes too long and he’d left Aslatiel all night. ”Emersyn, she’s pregnant.” he looked away as he spoke again. ”Intentionally, against my wishes.”
He pressed a paw to his forehead as his headache returned, he leaned a little heavier into Emersyn. The numb feeling was returning, and it was a welcome reprieve. Maybe it was the sleep deprivation, maybe it was her presence. ”I didn’t know how to react, I didn’t know what to think or do so I came up here instead of going to Aslatiel. It was almost the spark that lit the kindling already oiled when I returned to camp. I don’t even know if I could have said anything different to change what happened. Not without…” Fundamentally changed his whole life, turning his back on everything he built. There was no solution, and Aslatiel didn’t want anything to do with him anymore. Stay the fuck away.
Indigo grit his teeth as her words replayed in his head again, the ache in his chest returned. Gone, she was gone.
Indigo Arcturus Fatalis
What happened?
He sighed heavily and furrowed his brow wondering where to start. What didn’t happen? It felt like he was cut in half, like his heart and his soul were stripped from his body. Aslatiel was gone, Duchess had… ”You didn’t hear?” His voice was hoarse, even worse that he had to speak loudly if he wanted to contend with the falls. ”Duchess snuck off,” He started, realizing his mistake started there. He planned to be up and gone a few minutes but it was a few minutes too long and he’d left Aslatiel all night. ”Emersyn, she’s pregnant.” he looked away as he spoke again. ”Intentionally, against my wishes.”
He pressed a paw to his forehead as his headache returned, he leaned a little heavier into Emersyn. The numb feeling was returning, and it was a welcome reprieve. Maybe it was the sleep deprivation, maybe it was her presence. ”I didn’t know how to react, I didn’t know what to think or do so I came up here instead of going to Aslatiel. It was almost the spark that lit the kindling already oiled when I returned to camp. I don’t even know if I could have said anything different to change what happened. Not without…” Fundamentally changed his whole life, turning his back on everything he built. There was no solution, and Aslatiel didn’t want anything to do with him anymore. Stay the fuck away.
Indigo grit his teeth as her words replayed in his head again, the ache in his chest returned. Gone, she was gone.
Warning: Indigo should be considered a Mature Character.
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