Things never got any easier huh?
07-26-2021, 05:30 AM
Psalm reluctantly moved forward towards her, and she couldn't help but feel the hurt inside of herself. She made her daughter this way, she knew she was to blame for any emotional turmoil inside the young girl or her siblings. She had never really rejected the feelings of guilt, she just didn't want to believe them. She didn't want to think that after Nuada and Rain, that she could ruin her younger kids nearly the same. They never really got to know her. It wasn't their fault, it was her own. She knew that, especially now after everything that had happened.
She took a step forward herself, welcoming Psalm to come into her more only if she wanted to. She didn't know what it would feel like, being dead and all. But she did want to be here for her daughter if she needed her. "Psalm, darling." She spoke softly, probably a strange feeling to her daughter, "I'm here for you if you ever need me. I'm sorry for leaving you, I'm sorry for everything that I haven't done for you." She had told Ulric that she loved him more than her children, and that was true. She had loved Tyranis more than their children too. And when he left her, it only made her into the ruin she was today. She had been desperate to be loved back, but she also wanted to keep her independence and loyalty to her pack which is how she became so detached from Allegro. Which is what had her involved with Ulric to begin with. She had higher priorities than her children which she knew was wrong and devastating to them. But she really couldn't help herself.
"Aranea"
She took a step forward herself, welcoming Psalm to come into her more only if she wanted to. She didn't know what it would feel like, being dead and all. But she did want to be here for her daughter if she needed her. "Psalm, darling." She spoke softly, probably a strange feeling to her daughter, "I'm here for you if you ever need me. I'm sorry for leaving you, I'm sorry for everything that I haven't done for you." She had told Ulric that she loved him more than her children, and that was true. She had loved Tyranis more than their children too. And when he left her, it only made her into the ruin she was today. She had been desperate to be loved back, but she also wanted to keep her independence and loyalty to her pack which is how she became so detached from Allegro. Which is what had her involved with Ulric to begin with. She had higher priorities than her children which she knew was wrong and devastating to them. But she really couldn't help herself.