I Am Aware
Emersyn
07-27-2021, 02:18 PM
She would have in no way thought that Emersyn would have come back at her like that. As much as she didn't really care for Emersyn, maybe she thought the feeling wasn't mutual. Duchess did have pretty low self esteem, but somehow maybe she thought her life was, or should have been perfect. Minus everything that was going on right now with her and Indigo. She didn't expect any of the band members to blow up on her like Emersyn had.
She was really speechless at first, not sure how to react when Emersyn had stated that Duchess didn't like her. That was a little strong for the way she felt, Emersyn hadn't really done anything wrong to make Duchess not like her, Duchess just simply didn't see them as friends or like minded. She didn't know for certain if she had been with Indigo, but she had her own suspicions. Emersyn wasn't looking at her, but Duchess had a big expression of shock across her face.
It was her next words that really hit her hard. Duchess was very non-confrontational mostly because of her submissive demeanor. On top of that she was also petty, if it wasn't necessarily through her words. She did feel a good amount of annoyance, less than anger in her. The thought that Emersyn would even say it, call it out, it was embarrassing and it really hurt her. She grit her teeth while tears started to weld in her eyes, but she looked more angry than upset. She could see a little straighter, but she still wasn't exactly okay to move on. "I'll just leave if I'm that much of a problem to you." She went to stand, heading back towards camp. And within her first few steps she had tripped but caught herself. But it wasn't too much farther where she had gone dizzy again, tripping, and falling onto her chest and laying down. She would have laid here by herself and slowly made it back to camp herself. Maybe she had made it out here without a problem because she had rested so many days prior. She had also come to the conclusion that dying out here was fine too, because she didn't believe that Indigo would come out to help her if Emersyn left.
"Duchess"
She was really speechless at first, not sure how to react when Emersyn had stated that Duchess didn't like her. That was a little strong for the way she felt, Emersyn hadn't really done anything wrong to make Duchess not like her, Duchess just simply didn't see them as friends or like minded. She didn't know for certain if she had been with Indigo, but she had her own suspicions. Emersyn wasn't looking at her, but Duchess had a big expression of shock across her face.
It was her next words that really hit her hard. Duchess was very non-confrontational mostly because of her submissive demeanor. On top of that she was also petty, if it wasn't necessarily through her words. She did feel a good amount of annoyance, less than anger in her. The thought that Emersyn would even say it, call it out, it was embarrassing and it really hurt her. She grit her teeth while tears started to weld in her eyes, but she looked more angry than upset. She could see a little straighter, but she still wasn't exactly okay to move on. "I'll just leave if I'm that much of a problem to you." She went to stand, heading back towards camp. And within her first few steps she had tripped but caught herself. But it wasn't too much farther where she had gone dizzy again, tripping, and falling onto her chest and laying down. She would have laid here by herself and slowly made it back to camp herself. Maybe she had made it out here without a problem because she had rested so many days prior. She had also come to the conclusion that dying out here was fine too, because she didn't believe that Indigo would come out to help her if Emersyn left.