What... still here?
08-06-2021, 01:02 PM
Even now Hanako wasn't really familiar with the concept of family. It settled odd in her chest as she dwelled on how her actions looked from the other side, that she'd abandoned them. She'd said it before and maintained the stance that it wasn't her intention at all, but she supposed in the end that didn't really matter, did it? She didn't exist in a vacuum, her actions would always have consequences and just because she was getting what she wanted that didn't mean the same applied for everyone else. Selfishly she thought maybe it was okay, Sparrow had shown Hanako that her life was her own to lead and just because the Fatalis' wanted her to stay didn't mean she had to. Even though she sort of did, there was no denying that. Choosing was her problem, she somehow at the same time wanted someone to force her hand but also resented how Azure went about it. Talk about picky.
She sniffed, a little taken aback by Sirius' tenderness. He had always been so soft, gentle with her, why had Azure been so worried he'd turn? Dipping her head she accepted his little show of affection, it made her feel better, like she wasn't such a lost cause in their eyes. That if she did stay then things wouldn't be like this forever, it helped even if only a little. She scooted a little closer and submissively licked his chin, he was still the Warlord and it helped to pay her dues.
"I don't know what to do, but...I'll think about it." It was really the best she could offer at this point, nothing more or less.