Save your tears

When she turned towards him Indigo found himself hoping that she did ignore him and walk on by, there had been no settling down from the trial, no sloughing of her emotions. This was as raw and real as he would ever see Emersyn. Part of him was thankful for that fact, that she did not fear showing him her true feelings. She froze, obviously sitting and weighing her options as her paw remained raised in the air, her dual toned eyes searing holes into him before deciding to remain there on the beach.

She spit venom at him, her own personal hurt obvious as she used the scenario to try and hurt him. Indigo still didn’t completely understand the tension between them. He didn’t realize how many of his vows had been broken with this, he didn’t see the words she now saw as lies. He cared so much about her, seeing the fire towards him hurt more than he wanted to allow it. ”I came to find you,” he gave his obvious answer, quietly and timidly. Maybe coming after her had been a mistake.

”I’m sure Bertha will keep her comfortable.” He returned, only half joking. Anyone but Gypsy having to deal with the sheep could be quite the unpleasant experience. He knew that Emersyn was worried about the band, but what was the reason beneath that she was so strongly against these babies? He would give anything to change how they came into the world, but killing them because they were inconvenient was the antithesis to who he was.

They were never meant to be, they were unwanted, they were innocent and Indigo had an incredible drive to keep them. There was already a deep protective instinct growing within him, he felt it the same as he felt for everyone in the band. ”I wanted to make sure you were tended to.” He didn’t want the acid in their relationship to eat away at everything that had blossomed between them. Even if she was mad at him forever, he’d give of himself for her the same as he had when they first met.


Indigo Arcturus Fatalis