you got it, I want it

Hanako · 09-02-2021, 06:11 PM

Hanako couldn't help but smile at his baffled response, it was so endearing she wanted to draw him back in and smooch his muzzle with kisses aplenty. And yet beyond his startled expression there was a hint of hesitation in his gaze and for one terrible moment her breath hitched tight in her chest, fearing he would push her away again. But he didn't and Hanako knew with unwavering certainty that she'd made the right choice in staying, they were flawed and arguably terrible people but they felt better together. More than the sum of their parts.

Since Azure hadn't immediately freaked out and shut her down, Hanako felt safe enough to explain her line of reasoning. Her voice remained as it was, with a smooth and tempting tilt, like she was even capable of convincing the sun to abandon its post in the sky.

"I'm sure Sirius wouldn't protest." Anyone with a functioning set of eyes and ears could see how fond the Warlord was of her, if he wasn't she would have been punished far more severely. A slave amongst those that had gathered here as of late. "If I asked him I know he would give it to me, but I think that might make things a little...weird between us." As in effect they would practically be adopted siblings, not a dynamic she wanted to explore at all. She shook her head to regain her focus. "I know this seems sudden but I'm not asking this on impulse, I really do think it might help your standing as Heir. The Warlord is strong and unwavering, capable of doing terrible things if he must, but at the same time he can be affectionate and caring. In gifting me this it will show you are just like him."

Was it bad that Hanako was willing to brandish their affections as a political move? Maybe, but it made sense in her mind, as though to hit two birds with one stone. Even now she would serve him all the ways she could, nudge him and whisper in his ear if it would help his rise to power in any way.

Azure was tentative in his approach, which was unlike him, but the words he forced on out made her heart flutter in her chest. She nodded, realising she'd never felt so wanted, like she would finally have the gaps in her identity filled.

"I do, that's all I've wanted, Az. For the longest time." She admitted, a little taken aback by how heavy the words felt on her tongue. She continued, meaning what she said but hoping to reassure him all the same." And don't get me wrong. I'm not looking to be your equal, sounds like too much work and you know how much I hate that. I just want to be yours, undeniably."

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