Save your tears

Sadness and pain had become his everyday state, his whole life was crumbling around him and he felt like there was nothing he could do about it. He had made promises and vows, and he was breaking every one of them through Duch’s decision to go behind his back. He had thought his life was sunshine and rainbows, everything was perfect he was finally bringing his self made family together with Aslatiel and then everything had fallen apart before his eyes. His life, his inner self. Nothing was the same and everything was broken. His strength, his confidence, his band.

Emersyn snarled at him as he tried so hard to appease her. Maybe coming out here had been a mistake. Another on his lengthening list. ”I just…” She went on to clarify her own thoughts, telling him exactly how she saw his actions. He had never tried to get anyone pregnant, and he had always tried to be honest. ”I’ve never meant to lie to you,” Not intentionally but with everything going on had he withheld some truths? He didn’t think so. Every word he said to her he meant, how important, beautiful, and needed she was had never been a lie.

What did he want? He wanted everything to go back to how it was, he didn’t want this cold side of Emersyn keeping him away. He wanted to understand why she was resisting him so hard, why she was so vehemently against the children the band would welcome to the world. He wanted to know how he could even begin to fix any of this. ”I want to fix this.” He whispered softly, but as he watched her dual toned gaze even the healer inside of his wasn’t certain this was an illness that would be recovered from. Had he ruined everything so thoroughly? Right now it felt like he had.


Indigo Arcturus Fatalis