You Can See My Heart

He kept telling himself that everything would be alright once the puppies were here, they would magically make everyone feel warm and fuzzy and they would be brought together as a family again. Everyday that passed he would realize that was nothing but his own wishful thinking. These babies were pushing everyone further and further apart and even his strong arms could not keep them all together. Duch’s decision had broken his whole life that he had been devoting himself to building. When everything had felt perfect the whole house of cards had fallen.

Right now he could feel the sharp reality that their relationship was broken. The way she kept her gaze from him, her shy and shameful demeanor. Did she regret her decision? Was she truly sorry for her actions or did she put the weight of this all on everyone else? He couldn’t honestly tell. He was the leader though, and really he needed to take the responsibility. He hadn’t been keeping close enough tabs on Duchess, he had been the one that had so blatantly ignored the field of red flags that Duchess made for him. All for a little passion that he wasn’t even sure meant anything anymore.

”It’s hard.. With everything.” He confessed but continued, ”But I’m excited for them.” Maybe they really would be the glue that returned the band to wholeness, or maybe he was just thinking far too wishfully. Either way, as time went on, his desire to raise these children grew exponentially.

Indigo Arcturus Fatalis