and the veil was lifted

Hikaru hadn’t thought that he would ever get to enjoy this moment, he’d been so careful not to let himself indulge into anything that would negatively affect their relationship. He would never forget Mort’s hesitation and reaction after Hanako stole that kiss from him and he had very nearly lost his friend all together. He was honest when he said he would be content as his best friend, but as their lips met and the emotions were truly let loose Hika knew this was exactly what he wanted. To be Mort’s partner in life, to share this deeper affection.

Mortis pulled him closer, while the gesture was so similar to their everyday the way he held him now felt completely different. The near death experience had been terrifying, but it also revealed those deeper feelings. They had always been there, since they met in that blizzard last winter. Now they were real and surrounding him just as Mort’s wings did as they indulged in each other, ignoring their need for air for a long few moments as they explored each other’s lips and the feeling behind them.

Mortis pulled back as Hika felt his lungs begin begging for air, and they both gasped softly as their eyes met again. The koi blinked back his sudden bashful feelings, astounded, excited, and breathless. Mortis mentioned breakfast but his butterfly filled stomach wouldn’t be able to accept much in the way of breakfast. Before Hika could reply Mort leaned forward with another innocent kiss, as if he was just trying to tell himself it was allowed, but Hikaru welcomed the affection. It was everything that he wanted.

Hika’s grin was wide and bright, he’d already completely forgotten the strife they struggled through in the hollow tree. "We should,” he returned softly, but there was obvious hesitation as silver eyes looked up into Mort’s handsome features. "Mortis…” He started, just as tongue tied as the young man before him had been. Were they just going to move on from something as astounding as that kiss? "You dodn’t have to say it back but…” He hesitated, still uncertain if he said it Mort wouldn’t shut down again. Not after so long holding it in and ignoring it. "I’m in love with you. I have been, for a very long time.”

"Speech"