Today Was A Fairytale
08-12-2013, 09:07 PM
| Imena |
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White paws carried the dark female through the trees. She had needed time away from the pack, time to let the sorrow and hurt out. She could only hold up this facade for so long. She needed to seek solitude, to find a place where someone might not find her. Head hung low, blue eye fixed on her paws as she walked slowly. She had come a long way from home, hoping to out run the pain. But no matter the distance it was still there with here. She could not shake off this black cloud. How could she? For all she is and was, there was nothing she could do. She would never heal at this rate. what had happened to her would forever leave a wound on her heart. She had been betrayed in the worst ways. To have you love turn their back on you for your sister. To make the excuse that he did it for her, knowing she would help care for her sister's pups. The burning jealous of her sister that knew the truth abouth them, ending it all by killing her own pups. And to top it off, Imena was blamed for it, chased out, cursed. She had thought if she ran far enough she could heal or at least became numb. That perhaps she could forget what had happened. But no, she was plagued with nightmares of those little pups dying over and over. Cursed in thinking maybe she was just not needed, worthless. A soul who was meant to wonder alone. Even now in Valhalla she still felt like an outsider. She still had yet to fully know her packmates. She knew Erani, Cael, Demonio, and alil of Chryanthe. Other than running into them she spent most of her time alone. She was afraid someone might ask her what was wrong, inisit she tell them the truth. Part of her was not ready to open up to anyone, yet she seeked one soul to tell. She came to a stop, flopping down next to a small puddle or rain water. Blue eyes, the color of a clear sky, stared right back at her. Her mind wondered to the past, replaying everything. Her body shook with grief and depression, so strong she couldnt stop it. But tears never fell, she refused to cry. Head tucked in as eyes closed, breathing in shuddering shallow breathes. How long would this continue? Would she have to bare this pain till she died? |