I always find my way back

The answer of not knowing how this was possible was as good as any to her. She didn't need to know how, only that it was. The thought crossed her mind that perhaps she was finally losing her mind as well and this was how it began, but she still felt very much conscious of this world and every thing felt tangible around her so she didn't think she was in a dream. Whatever this was or however this came to be could be figured out afterward. For now she just focused on Resin, emotion gripping her chest as she took in her ghostly form as if she was made out of the heavy mists that had been hanging over the lands around them for a whole season at this point. The golden liquid that dripped from her good eye made her gaze flick down for a moment as she watched it drip to the ground only to drift away in a wisp a moment later. So close and yet so very much far away, it almost hurt more than it did to know she was truly gone.

That pain was given a reason as Resin moved toward her to where she was standing out on the balcony and somehow the moonlight made Resin's vague form seem slightly more solid, but only in the way that light could make mist seem more substantial as it reflected off of the water droplets it contained. Resin's familiar paw lifted toward her cheek and Tamsyn leaned her head toward the reaching limb on instinct, her ears falling back against her head when she felt nothing as the suggestion of a paw passed by without actually making contact with her. She whined softly at the desire to touch her again, something she felt deeply as well, but it was something that they wouldn't be gifted with. She should be grateful for this moment, but it was bitter sweet.

When Resin asked if she was able to find happiness a small, sad smile pulled across her lips and she gave a nod. "I believe I have. He's a good man, a widower as well... He's helped me a lot with being happy for the time we had instead of mourning what we've lost." Tears started to well up in her eyes as she stood there across from Resin for the first time in what felt like a lifetime and all she wanted was to reach out and press herself into Resin's fur, but she couldn't. No matter how much she loved Kane and no matter how happy she was to have him in her life she would forever love Resin and seeing her like this just made her selfishly long for more. "I miss you," she said softly, her voice breaking. "I still love you."

Tamsyn Carpathius