Such Overpowering Sadness...(S.O.S)
08-15-2013, 04:34 AM
Paws touched down on snow and ice, as the brute raced across the land. He had been running, but from what? He wasn't really sure...something in him told him to run, and to not stop. He had been running across the north lands for well over an hour, his paws ached and his breath came in short ragged gasps. He felt like his chest wanted to burst, his heart ready to explode. He slammed his eyes shut, ignoring the pleas that his body cried to him. Why was he running though? Was it from all the problems in his past? The words spewed at him from those he met? It could be almost anything...he wasn't exactly the type that had a lot of friends, he wasn't exactly the likeable type, or the type that had a place to call his own. No, it wasn't because he was mean or evil or despised company...it was the fact that his horrific accident so many years ago plagued him, making him unapproachable by many. His appearance scared many many wolves away, thinking he was a hellhound that would rip them apart if they came within his sights. The only one he had ever really talked to, was a girl by the name of Aeil...and another named Udosa. Those were the only two he had ever met and talked to. All others? Mostly led to unneeded fights, which usually he ended up coming on top anyway. Not because he was vicious, it was because of his size and bulk.
Finally, the man came to a stop. His black legs led him to the edges of the water. When he looked up, weary eyes fell upon a structure that was jutting from the waters surface. Though he was curious as to what it was, he couldn't bring himself to move anymore. His legs shook underneath him, chest heaving painfully when he breathed, his entire body hurt and was slouched, ears drooped and tongue lolled out as he tried to catch his breath. At last, shaky pillars could no longer hold him. He collapsed to the ground, creating a depression in the snow beneath him as fine powder coated his blackened fur.
He lied there, panting and scared. He had never run like that before, much less with no reason. His thoughts began to scare him, pushing him to the edge. He didn't know how much longer he could keep sane on his own. Oh how he felt so terribly alone...his mind wandered to one thought, and one thought only...Aeil...I need you... He thought. Though he had just met the grey toned fae not too long ago in the spring, he felt like he couldn't stand to be without her. Of course, he hadn't confessed his feelings to her or anything...but inside, his mind told him that he needed her. And his heart too.
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