Trample upon me all you wish, I won't give up

ooc: I was thinking maybe we end the thread once they sleep. I'm going to have half be her going to sleep (when they do) and the other half of it being in the morning.

Loccian felt so weak, so pathetic. She was four years old, and here she was bawling her eyes out in front of a male she barely even knew. He probably thought she was childish, a cry baby, getting so emotional over something that was apart of life. She knew it was, but this death could have been avoided if only she had been with the child. She felt so bad, she was only giving Reficul room to grow and to have the space needed that would leave her a happy child... and in resulted in her death. The woman's body shook as she lay there, unable to stop, unable to look at the man. One moment she was laying there crying and shaking, alone, and the next she felt warmth against her side, something bury itself into her fur. The woman turned with those watery red eyes of hers, looking down at Squall pressing into her body, trying to soothe her? An ear twitched as he spoke, his voice causing a shiver to run down her spine when he said her name. He apologized to her, saying how he understood her pain, her sorrows, didn't want her to feel this way anymore. Her lower jaw trembled, finding herself pressing into him, hiding her face in his fur. He wanted to protect her, wanting to be her shield... wanted to heal her... Loccian wasn't sure how to feel at the moment, so many emotions were rushing through her body. She hated herself, hated this man, was torn apart, lonely, depressed. All she could really do was lay there with Squall, absorb his warmth, take in his words and hope that they could come true. She was so tired of being alone, sad, angry all the time. The woman wanted to enjoy life like she used to, be happy for once, not have such things plague her mind. ?Please... help me...? She whispered into his fur, voice shaky, barely audible over the pounding rain, a roar of thunder rumbling just a few seconds after, lightning lighting the world outside their little den. Her voice, those three words would be enough to tell him she needed him, wanted his help... wanted to live again. Speech Awesome table by Andy <3