My Head Was Under Water

Indigo deep down knew that Duchess wouldn’t have caused the pain she did on him and the rest of the band if she could help it. But he had been too trusting before, and he wouldn't let himself become a victim again. He felt deeply for her, he couldn’t just let go of the relationship they built, but it was no longer where it once was. He couldn’t just lay with her again. She quieted after her rebuked her as softly as he could. Indigo held her a little tighter as an apology, but after it felt like she had settled in against him she spoke again.

She repeated herself, and so she wasn’t misunderstood she curled herself against him, pressing her body against him to get what she wanted. Was he just blind to this desperation before? Indigo shifted slightly, he could feel the temptation but the sane part of him knew better. ”Duchess…” He said again, pulling away so he could find her sorrowed gaze. ”I can’t.” He leaned into her muzzle as he silently pleaded with her. ”I want to help you so badly, but I can’t when I would only hurt myself.”


Indigo Arcturus Fatalis