Fight To Keep It Down

She had barely felt Indigo's presence until he was there, maybe she had subconsciously seen him through the corner of her fluttering eyes. She had almost wondered if he was actually there or not for a short while thinking it could have been her imagination. She just laid there too, occasionally her cheek moved carefully along the grasses as she let herself feel everything at once and let her tears fall. She was never this way in front of others at least these days, only Indigo. She made herself completely shut down, wanting to feel physical pleasures in hopes to drown the pit of emotions she couldn't shake. She was only spiraling down since she had deceived Indigo, it almost felt never ending like there was no bottom.

She hadn't know the band had dispersed, that they had left Indigo. If she had known, it would only be the next thing to put on her list of guilts. After what felt like forever, she carefully lifted her paw in motion to invite Indigo into her own embrace. She wouldn't have expected him to deny her, even after their last encounter. Only this time her intentions were from the heart. It wasn't like Indigo could tell though.

"Duchess"
F2U base by Snowylaika