I Think We're Close Enough

Her head turned not frightened but a bit bluntly as Alastor came up behind her, her chin just dipping slightly in his own greeting. He was not wrong, ever since she had left Kefka, and lost Rhaegath she spent a considerable amount of time here. Mostly the places that she had frequented with Kefka. This wasn't one of them, but she remembered what had happened here. He didn't think she did until it was mentioned, and it's why she felt safety here in those times.

She paused for a moment when he asked why she came here, it was hard to muster up the thoughts into words especially while what Kefka did to Agria wasn't so hurtful to her. "Kefka..." She started out, almost a lump in her throat when she could finally find her voice, "killed Agria... my mother, here." Was that a good reason to be here? Seemed kind of twisted actually. She didn't know Agria in the slightest, she was mentally gone in the small time frame she could actually remember. And really the only memory she had was of her bleeding out on the plains here.

She was not in a breakdown state like she was the last time she and Alastor actually had a one on one, but it was still difficult to tell him how she was feeling because she could barely navigate it herself. But he asked her, so she wasn't going to sit here in silence. Her rump carefully leaned against the ground as her eyes looked out at the calm surface of the waters that were a short distance away from them, the fireflies floating around in the air surrounding them and she sighed. "I can't... look at myself without seeing him." She spoke in admission. She had seen Agria during the long night and had some sort of warning to what Kefka would do to her just like he did to her. But Agria also told her she was no different than him, and after one premonition came true she was starting to question the other. It almost made her scared of herself.

"Relm"
F2U base by AshKatu