Fight To Keep It Down
Indigo
02-21-2022, 07:37 PM
She knew he couldn't forget, she couldn't either no matter how hard she tried. Duchess clung to Indigo in the efforts to find her own support doing so, but it wasn't working. She was dreading holding him and being in his grasp. It was still comforting but she also hated it. In her eyes, they could never be together again the way they were before. She wholly blamed herself for everything that happened regardless of what Indigo saw, and she believed that he hated her and may have even been lying to himself when he said she was a part of him.
Her silent cries turned into quiet sobs as she went to speak to him again, "I can't leave you Indigo." she almost spoke in confession, she didn't want to leave but there was more, "But I can't stay here. I hurt you everyday I'm here, and everyday I'm not. I can't keep doing this." She wouldn't have left until he asked her to but he couldn't have really known that. She didn't feel right fully abandoning him even with the way she had treated him over the last few seasons. But maybe that's what she had to do to get him to cut ties with her. She would do it, for him. She now had full intentions of never seeing him again after this final meeting, regardless of what he said or wanted from her.
F2U base by Snowylaika