Fight To Keep It Down

Indigo held onto her as she clung to him, the only wolf in the world who really knew the pain in his heart. They both knew deep down that there was no returning to what once was. Indy had thought at one point they’d repair their relationship and they’d grow into parents together, but none of that would be. Their initial problem could be traced back to Duch’s conscious decision to let Indigo get her pregnant. It was deceitful and wrong but he could have forgiven her at one time. Now? After everything there was no return.

They both knew it, but trying to let go was incredibly difficult to the Fatalis man. She cried softly to him and tears fell down his sapphire eyes. She spoke again, words he understood far too well. He couldn’t leave, but he couldn’t stay. Being with her brought him nothing but pain. She was the reminder of a dream that was crushed and obliterated. ”I know.” He told her in return, he felt it too. This was it, they were having a final moment of silence for what one was. For a relationship that had felt so perfect once upon a time… ”I’m sorry. I wanted so badly to go back to the way things were…” He shook his head, his chest ached with the deep pain from all of it. ”I wanted so badly to get to the past I let the present crumble around me.” His Band was gone, the wolves he loved were gone, his puppies were as dead as his dream. There was no return.

Indigo Arcturus Fatalis