When I Wake Up

When Chimera turned his back on her she felt this sense of just how terrible she was. That may not have been true, but nothing could relate to the level of low she was at when that happened. It was wholly different than if she was about to be punished for not listening or doing something wrong. What she was experiencing was completely new to her as most of her emotions were these days. Still not even settled from her panic attack, she felt the urge reach out to Chimera apologetically, and she did she just didn't actually make contact with him.

She stayed there only a couple more moments, less traumatized but not fully in control of her own body. And she finally stood to make her leave from the fire. Missing Chimera's body against hers, missing what she had offered him, missing him. But she wouldn't act on any of what she was feeling. It seemed to be a theme with her. She'd go back to her bungalow, and suffer alone and in silence as it was meant to be. Beating herself up for what a screw up she was. Everything without word. No one would need to know.

-Exit Reila-

"Reila"