Raining More Than Ever
Aliana
04-08-2022, 08:55 PM
Reila hadn't suspected that her time with Chimera was upsetting to Aliana. And she was actually rather oblivious to the more mature things Chimera felt from time to time. For a long while she wouldn't have thought of laying next to Chimera, touching him, or actually wanting to do those things. As a slave, and as Aliana may have known, she was forced to be willing and also forced to be unwilling. She had to bend to the demands of the masters, and it was rather traumatic. She didn't think when she woke up free on Fenmyre that she would ever feel the way she was with Chimera. And somehow in this life of freedom it was almost as if she was a young woman experiencing all these things for the first time. And she never saw any harm in her actions, she didn't know better.
Aliana proceed their conversation about the nightmares, and Reila was prompt not to let her go unanswered. "Um, often?" Her tone was questioning herself, because she really couldn't be sure. It wasn't like there was someone in her den every night as a test subject. "I think I'm more aware when they happen than I'm not." Her eyes fell from Aliana for a moment, biting her cheek. She felt a little awkward in the situation, probably because she thought it was rather pointless. But maybe at least talking to someone else about it, someone else who had experienced a similar way of life, maybe that would make her feel better just to get off her chest in a sense. "How much has Chimera told you? I'm open about all of it I'm just wondering if you know the context."