It's not what they fear most

*Hajime* · 10-04-2013, 01:33 PM

Hajime let out a smile kind smile towards Taurig. He'd calmed down now, but he felt like it was one of those times he could share. Just was his mother would do, after and before her small depression spell. He sat himself straight red eyes glinting over the giant man. "When I first saw you I thought you were related to my father somehow." He laughed. "I never got to meet him, he died before I was born from some sort of sickness." Ears flicking he looked at the ground. The world was weird, and he could help but to feel sucked up into it. Hajime's tail moved from side to side as he returned his gaze up to Taurig. "I've done something bad in my past Taurig, and I don't know if god will ever forgive me." He said in simple lower tones.
"I ran away from my mother, I was a coward and didn't want to own up to what I had done. The girl has gone through enough, without me murdering my elder brother. I was so afraid, he was going to kill her. So my uncle took me away. To this day I've been afraid of what she would think if she would know." Hajime shook his head, should he really be sharing this?
"I have panic attacks a lot because of it. That and I'm afraid of the wolves who could cause the kind of damage they did to my mother. I hear stories of my father being a nice man, and yet my mothers father tried to rape and kill her. How could a wolf do that to their own child I just think." He gave a heavy sigh and looked up at Taurig. "I want to grow into a leader, I want to be able to know everyone around me is safe. Weather it be being an alpha or otherwise. I still want that. Just it plagues my mind constantly." Hajime looked at him straight in the eyes. Lowering his ears and giving a sigh. Speech,"Well at least I've started to feel comfortable here."

Speech,

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