Try To Shut Me Down

Reila's eyes moved back up to Chimera as he asked. He had seen her in bothered or distraught moments before, but it wasn't really like her. She was much more happy than not, he would know more than anyone else. It wasn't like she would cry though. That was more unlike her than even he would know. It was easy to assume her emotions were all out of whack from the life she had lived prior.

"I don't know." She spoke quietly and honestly. She had never thought of being a mother, even thinking of it now didn't fill her with any sort of joy or anything like that. At this point in her life it wasn't like a dream or goal. But she would never have the choice. "It's more like, my life was never my own. They chose if I lived or died at birth. They took this from me. They wired me to take anything for their payment. I was precious cargo on their ship that became more valuable with every game I won. I don't think I will ever live outside of my mind other than a usable object." As much as Chimera gave her, and how good he treated her regardless of his own desires as their time grew together.

Reila took a couple seconds before she scooted closer to Chimera, seeking to wrap on of her paws around his, "I want to have sex with you Chimera, I don't think it's for the right reasons though." And she didn't. She was curious, she wanted to know if sex on her own accord would open up something different to her or if she was really just some kind of machine. Maybe it was still too soon to find out between them. She was fine with it either way really. She had gotten enough from him at this point in their companionship for her to be happy.

"Reila"