how do you say

He had treated Aryn badly the last time he had seen her, and Eligos was surprised to find that he felt guilt over it. It had, in fact, bothered him far more than he ever would have expected, and he had finally given in to the idea that he wasn't going to stop feeling bad about it without doing what he rarely offered to anyone who wasn't family.

Apologize.

He made his way to Habari's borders, someplace he rarely chose to visit with the sight of the volcano that had been his father's funeral pyre looming over it, and raised his muzzle to call softly for Aryn. She'd said that she'd been in trouble for leaving the pack during her illness, and he didn't want to get her into more trouble for meeting another pack's alpha - a mercenary pack at that, one many of the other alphas didn't trust - but he couldn't leave this until the next time they happened to meet.