Inside My Head

Watching Cina uncomfortable and well generally not happy didn't bring any joy to Onyx. Surprisingly. She had a very tough face on all the time. As if no one mattered to her, as if nothing could bother her. It was a very false pretense. Cina had been, when she looked back at it today, her only friend in Incendium. She always had her family which was sad to think that he never did. But Onyx wanted more than that. It just seemed to be the way of life. You always wanted more. Cina meant more to her than he or anyone else could know, only in fact that she wanted someone just that but closer than acquaintance, all she wanted was a friend. She wasn't very good at it clearly.

She hadn't said anything at first, a squinting gaze towards him as they sat under the maple trees. Long enough for him to ask about her family. It was an easy answer, "Just where we were left. A little older, a little more independent." Boring, unfulfilling. She could do whatever she wanted now, but she was stuck just right there with her family. She didn't hate her parents and siblings in the slightest but she needed to know where she belonged. It was not left in the pines. "You saying you had a problem with me that you never wanted to see me again?" It was a joke in a smirk, but not one Onyx would have expected him to agree with or add on. She was a little naive to the ways she acted, she didn't really know any better. She did need to open herself up to the ways others felt and be a little more observative. Because she was really really terrible at being in tune with everything around her. She couldn't imagine, or know why she may have been so unlikable. She didn't see it.

"Onyx Destruction"
F2U base by Snowylaika