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Keep Your Head Up



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10-06-2013, 12:15 AM
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Rage, it sang threw her bones as the aroma of someone so dear crossed her nostrils. Yet she shoved that emotion deep into her chest as she followed the howl of her new king. She felt nothing when the word hit her ears. No remorse, no pain, only acceptance but what she did feel was betrayal from those that had once called themselves friends and lovers to her. She shook her body to rid herself of the lingering emotions and followed the call of her comrade. She had been working diligently attempting to accept wolves in a way to ease her new kings burdens. She knew how difficult it was to rule alone and she would show him that he wasn?t alone. Not so long as she stood by him. Until it?s time for me to retrieve Amenti.

She moved towards her cobalt king. Allowing him the head and seating herself just a few feet beneath him. A show of her support and her title, she was his beta, and she would stand by him should anything out of the ordinary happen. Her gaze shifted towards those that were coming to his call. Some female she had never met had greeted him by his name. She had caught the end of the conversation just as she saw Zara come to pledge her loyalty. Her fur erupted on end, making her normally large body even more so. She had called her, her mate, really? She was her mate now? Since when? Since she abandoned her the day she took on Tortuga? Since she allowed her to fall into despair again, ALONE! Her lip curled back in a sneer but she left no words break free from her lips. No, she let the silence sink in. they would inhabit this pack together but she would not recognize her as her mate.

She wanted nothing more then to throw herself on the woman, chase her out, and leave her for the laws of the land to deal with her. But this was no longer her kingdom. No, she hadn?t had the help from those that had falsely fallowed her. She had raised her children on her own, without Zara, and she felt nothing but resentment in this moment. She hoped her children would come and settle around her. So she could hold them all beneath her paws and show Zara what she could have had. It should have been us. Tortuga should still belong to me and it would have worked if you had been there. Her thoughts rolled around her head as she waited to hear what her alpha said and all the while that one flicker of rage had vanished and left her bone dry. She showed nothing in her features. It was as if she had flicked a switch and cut off any emotions she might have shown Zara. She merely turned her attention on her King and nodded, ?I am here Taurig.? She said, yet she said nothing to the words Zara had spoken. She simply dismissed them. She wouldn?t dare accept those words. Not now. She was merely eager to see all the faces of Tortuga she would be protecting along side her king. The queen in her couldn?t help but desire to know them all. Even if her heart was screaming deep inside her head to be set free and allow her pain to shine throw, now was not her moment, now was his.