just to let you go...
10-06-2013, 08:54 AM
Anger had become a knowing thing. It had curled around her being and wrapped her tightly with security. She had found no other master, found no other lover, she was merely keeping busy with the pack to ensure she made no rash decisions simply because she was feeling abandoned yet again. She had seen Zara in the meeting and nothing had been said. She had felt only hurt and outrage that she had come back. Why? She had allowed the pack to fall under her reign and she knew that being queen had become something she required to function. At least she thought. However, the position she had acquired threw the rule of Tortugas new king had kept her mind at bay. The call was empty and she stood against the rocks and ashes of a kingdom she had high hopes for. Closed her eyes and listened and though she was angry she was not heartless. She did still love her. However, it seemed when ever she needed her the most she was nowhere to be found. The same could be said about champion. Where had she been? It had been such a long time since she had seen her former beta and she felt so heartsick. All of them had left her so what was left now? What would happen if she required Amenti? Would they even come back? All the worried seemed to be consuming her and she closed her eyes and thought. Whispers to the flowers with the pain that still haunts my heart. Your ghostly eyes still follow me when I dream of you and I. had you not been taken from me, I know you would have followed and made things work. I miss you. she thought of Kaios and wondered where he was. She shook the regret away as she wandered towards the den that Zara had claimed as her own. She took note of its structure and wondered if she had thought they would share it. She had her own den, the home her and her pups resided in. They were still small but growing quickly. They all loved her but knew no one else but her and their siblings. She wouldn?t go into that den, not now, perhaps not ever. She simply allowed her voice to carry out as she called to Zara. ?Zara.? Her violet eyes looked over her disheveled appearance but no remorse was present in her gaze. No, she had done this to herself but she wasn?t unkind. She would not stand by and continue to shun her when she still loved her. She was not heartless and although she was angry she held felt her display at the pack meeting had been enough to hurt her. She moved beside her, allowing her fur to touch that of Zaras, as she turned to lay beside her. They would talk but she would ease some of the tension. Speech, |
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