take a bow, for those bad decisions we made

Ignis · 07-27-2022, 10:18 PM

He hated that she had some strange way of making him back off. At least in a sense. He was still pissed....or so he thought. He wasn't sure how to place the feelings he was feeling. Part of him wanted to feel and show some sort of...happiness? Excitement? Wouldn't that be the more normal reaction towards finding out something like this? Hell, his first litter he had found in the Northlands...but they were just as much his blood as these ones would be. Or...were, he supposed. Still, not something he wanted to admit just yet. Call it pride or stubbornness, he didn't want to give her the satisfaction of him giving in. Even if it hurt her, or him, or both.

"It would be easy to run away, only for you to catch me. Eventually. With or without the pups born. It would be easy to ignore you in the pack, birth these children and never tell them you are their father" She had a point there. "Who knows. Maybe I'd give you a few days' head start if you did decide to run." Was that childish to say? Probably. Did he care? No. "this is my first litter. I am scared, Ignis. I don't want to have to do this alone" Her first? What were the odds...her first litter, and it was from him. Bad first choice... "I will, but I don't want to." He growled, but not at her. More out of frustration. "You chose the worst person on the planet to have pups with..." Slowly, his haunches met the ground, and if he still had a tail, it would be lashing like an angry cat. "I was never a good choice as a mate. And yet, here we are. I'm fucked. You're fucked. They'll be fucked..." He sighed heavily, already regretting their night together, but also...not.

"Speech"

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take a bow, for those bad decisions we made

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