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I curse not the wicked, I praise not the blessed

Bellamy



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Bellamy

Loner

Master Fighter (290)

Master Intellectual (254)

An icon representing the specialty Berserker Berserker

age
10 Years
gender
Female
gems
0
size
Extra large
build
Light
posts
460

Samhain 2022Statue 4 WorshipScarredVengeanceCritical Observation!1K
Christmas 2019Trick 2019
07-29-2022, 01:49 PM


Bellamy had been quiet ever since Lucette visited them that morning. The woman felt guilty about what had happened between herself and her daughter's best friend. The "attack" on Bae-Syl had shaken her considerably. She wasn't sure how to interact with their little girl anymore. It was hard to look Lucy in the eye… her daughter had gotten so upset… because of her. So Bellamy had withdrawn into herself. Whispers from her past, the cries of her being a monster haunted her memory… did… Did her baby think that too?

It had been hours since Lucette left and Bellamy stared out of their den with the hope their daughter had gone back to where she and Bae-Syl were denning. Despite both Gavroche and Lucy telling her that Bae-Syl was willing to come around her Bellamy had avoided talking about it. She remained shelled up. At least until another prod from her mate reached her ears.

"I know…" Bellamy muttered. She kept her gaze on the downpour and shivered at Gavroche's touch. "I…" Bells let the words die on her lips. She had already pounced on the rainbow male. If he hadn't tried to hold her back the Divinities only knew what she would have done…

"What if Lucy hadn't shown up, Gav? Are you saying it's okay that I would have mauled, possibly killed an innocent youth?"

"Speech" 'Thought.'

Mental health (particularly depression and anxiety) is extremely bad. Currently unable to handle IC conflict or conflict between characters, pack related or individual. I am struggling to post even simple things and will not be able to continue with thread if approached. Sorry for the inconvenience but I just can't right now.


Bellamy has two companions - a Tasmanian devil and an American badger. Unless otherwise mentioned IC, assume that they are close by.