Lay It All To Waste, Wash It All Away

Ignis · 08-03-2022, 06:47 PM

He felt...a different kind of pain this time. Something different. Something...new. It wasn't like the pain that he felt when Corvus broke his heart. Or like the abandoned feeling from when his father left him and his sister to die. Or even the pain he felt when he realized what he had done to Acere when he drove him and his cousin out. Or when he abandoned the pack...he really couldn't place it. He had let his kids down. Let Cinaed...down. Blödhgarm had attacked him, likely making any chance at saving their relationship irreparable. It hurt like nothing he'd felt before. And it didn't help that the feeling was coupled with fear of what might happen in the future. Ignis was content with leaving him be. Leaving them be if they told him that they didn't want him in their lives. But would Blödhgarm leave it be? Would he accept that? The words that his Demon had said to Cina echoed in his mind. Defectors must be purged!

He shuddered involuntarily. The thought that his Demon would pursue those he loved terrified him. And he didn't know what to do about it, or if there was anything he could do to avoid it. "It hurts..." He murmured to both himself and Eden. He would take whatever punishment came his way. No matter the cost. The inebriated man breathed in Eden's scent. The scent of her pregnancy. The pups that were growing inside of her. He didn't know whether to take comfort in it or to be afraid of it. This was the first time he had been around someone that carried a litter of his own. His first had been found as tiny things, their eyes not even open. Yet somehow...they were still his kin. A whine escaped his lips at the thought, eyes squeezing shut as he tried to push past the pain of it all.

"Ignis"||"Blödhgarm"

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