all up in your head

"Talk" Walk

He groaned as he flopped to his side. His crimson gaze fluttered open as he tried to concentrate on what was happening. What Eden was doing. Her scent. Her presence. Her touch. The power she held over him right now that he was in such a vulnerable state. She didn't know it yet, but she had some strange effect on him that he couldn't really place. Despite all his stupidity and rage and carelessness - which was just part of a much longer list - She was still there for him. Still trying to heal his hurt. Still trying to help his pain. She deserved better. He knew this. And yet, a part of him refused to let her go. Didn't want to. Be it for his own selfish reasons or another, he couldn't fathom letting her leave.

Call it some insane need to control something in his life or maybe he just...didn't want to be alone anymore or what have you, but in the short weeks, since he had claimed her he had grown rather...attached. There was no way he could let her go now, could he? He didn't know why. It just...seemed wrong to not have her around after all of this. Maybe it was because he was sick and tired of being alone. And if forcing someone to be around him was the only option, then it was what he'd do. " 'S fine...you're doing...a great job.." He blinked, squinting at her for a bit before he returned to his normal, not drunk look.