like captured water

Her grin fell.

Her ears were pinned against her skull as she appeared momentarily pained. "Other men" she repeated, shaking her head as she reeled her body backward "have fleeting emotions" Sayuri tried to hide her emotions but realized she would have to speak to Kuroo-chan about it eventually "they used me because I am pretty to them. That I have the look of regality - it is like... being with a princess." She frowned now, eyes watering somewhat.

"They all move on when they realize I am not princess. Just a common woman. I give them nothing by being with them" Sayuri raised a paw sharply, covering her eyes with a limb "being in Tojo-kai reminds this one I am not special" All the wolves here were splotched in some way, after all. Being outside of Tojo-kai was also a reminder she was not special. A fleeting treasure, whose looks would age with time "oh..." she huffed gently, refusing to lower her limb.

"I am sorry" Sayuri began "Kuroo-chan was just playing... I made it all serious."

"Speech"