Fall down sick, I'm not insane
Fenix
Allies. Fenix almost wanted to use the term loosely but he liked Bellamy. He'd realized that further into their conversation and while his anxiety had been screaming at him he always stood firm. His tail twitched as he shifted to move his tense muscles. How long had they been talking? He didn't notice where the sun was at this point. Yet the time that slipped away didn't feel wasted. Fenix nodded his head, "I don't think many realize that everyone need's a little help sometimes even if they don't want it." it was the hardest thing on a wolf's pride. Pride and greed could go hand in hand if one did not keep them in check. Fenix most definitely wasn't greedy not in his head but his want and need to lead was something ingrained in his blood.
It was true who are they to say? There was many things in their world they couldn't explain. Yet that was why it made living interesting. Learning and focusing to better yourself. Otherwise you could loose touch of reality. It caused disorders Fenix had seen in roaming in nomad groups. Depression, anxiety, trauma. Events in ones life didn't just physically affect them and Fenix had experience with those whose minds didn't quiet work "correctly" to the normal of their society. Fenix's thoughts came back though he would love to hear more about Foi. His need for knowledge made it an enjoyable task. After all in any political situation something that you KNEW could matter more than when a fight came along.
She wanted to make sure that what happened to her, never happened to anyone else. Fenix knew how that felt, but the things that happened to him were a part of life. Then again he did blame himself. If he'd just been a better healer, his family would still be alive. Yet he knew he had to force himself to move forward. He was young he had every chance to take another mate. His mate would've told him to move on a long time ago after all even as she had died giving birth to their children. She had loved them all the same.
His eyes widened at her offer. Then again being around a family like hers would probably be good for his mental state. "Well I do think you're far closer to creating your pack then I am." he chuckled softly. "I'll be honest I'm hesitant, but, if you'd accept me I'd be glad to stay. I can provide medical care, mental or physical, and of course if you need me to look after the little ones from time to time I'm a great babysitter." he winked at her. "I just. I'd like to be treated as an equal to you if that is something I can request. I'm not asking for a high position,, I am still a stranger after all, but to get the experience as a leader. Plus I'm good in political conversations.". He didn't want to just be a regular pack member.