Hide It All
Arcturus
10-06-2022, 07:38 PM
While she may have already known the way he felt about her, the reassurance of his acceptance just gave her more of that courage and faith for their future. Which was also scary for her. Each day she was growing more to the thought of losing him. Of being too attached and something happening. Like it was inevitable. Maybe pretty far fetched from any normal set of eyes, but not for her. And she liked to believe he understood and felt the same way too. They both had lost parents too early in their lives.
She smiled and closed her eyes while his paw lifted to her cheek, leaning into it gently in response. She more than willingly took the simple kiss he offered her, opening back her eyes as he spoke again. Again the reassurance she wanted to hear. Everything could feel right and perfect right here, right now. He could make her feel that way if only for the moment. She had been a little more emotional with her first heat season, but she was taking herbs to make the effects dimmer and help with everything else that came along with this drastic change in her life. Another drastic change.
"You make me feel wanted, Arc." she confessed, thinking that it may not have been such a big reveal. Maybe she felt like it was a big deal because she had spent such a large portion of her life alone, that having this constant to remind her she wasn't just no one living day by day, it helped her make it to the next day. It got her out of her head more. There were still moments of course, but having him had turned her whole life around. She reached up too, closing her eyes as she went to kiss him slowly, lastingly. Being with him like this was such a new experience to experiment with. And she did feel like she was creating something new about herself as they grew together. She'd hold him there as long as she could, going deeper, her paws grasping into the mane of his chest as she found herself more eager and more tense. She'd pull herself away after a few moments, prolonging opening her eyes to look back at him. Still no tears, but he could see that familiar troubled expression "I'm worried about losing you."
"Arc & Vanille"
She smiled and closed her eyes while his paw lifted to her cheek, leaning into it gently in response. She more than willingly took the simple kiss he offered her, opening back her eyes as he spoke again. Again the reassurance she wanted to hear. Everything could feel right and perfect right here, right now. He could make her feel that way if only for the moment. She had been a little more emotional with her first heat season, but she was taking herbs to make the effects dimmer and help with everything else that came along with this drastic change in her life. Another drastic change.
"You make me feel wanted, Arc." she confessed, thinking that it may not have been such a big reveal. Maybe she felt like it was a big deal because she had spent such a large portion of her life alone, that having this constant to remind her she wasn't just no one living day by day, it helped her make it to the next day. It got her out of her head more. There were still moments of course, but having him had turned her whole life around. She reached up too, closing her eyes as she went to kiss him slowly, lastingly. Being with him like this was such a new experience to experiment with. And she did feel like she was creating something new about herself as they grew together. She'd hold him there as long as she could, going deeper, her paws grasping into the mane of his chest as she found herself more eager and more tense. She'd pull herself away after a few moments, prolonging opening her eyes to look back at him. Still no tears, but he could see that familiar troubled expression "I'm worried about losing you."
