Look Good For You

Ciná chuckled as Onyx told him that she was not a begger. No, he was certain that she wasn't. In fact, if he hadn't flipped them over he was pretty sure that she would have taken what she wanted—if this was indeed what she wanted. She gave ever indication that it was, but there was still that moment of hesitation between them as they hovered on the line between them staying childhood friends and becoming lovers. She began to take away any doubt he might have had about her intentions as her paws moved down over his torso and her lips came up to find his. He returned her kiss and matched her pace as she seemed to steadily get her bearings, finding the rhythm between the two of them as they sank into a deeper, more fervent kiss very quickly. He could taste the desire and the intent on her lips as he returned that kiss just as eagerly. The stretches of time between when he was able to get this kind of relief were long ones and now was no exception so that made his willpower to resist falling into this thin.

Still, as he kissed her heavily and leaned his body even more firmly into hers, he couldn't quite find that electric spark that he had felt before. It was fun and he liked kissing her fine, but it did feel a little odd laying like this with someone he had grown up sparing and teasing. He tried to block those memories out of his head and just focus on the feeling of having her in his embrace and against his body, but it still never felt the same as the other times he had gotten to bed someone. When her lips pulled away from his he blinked open his eyes to look down at her while he breathed more heavily, his gaze lingering on hers as she told him to wait. As she leaned back into the grass again and he held himself over her he really considered if this was a line he wanted to cross. He had so few wolves that actually mattered in his life and she was one he considered a close friend. He felt like if he changed that then he may never see her the same.

As her paw moved over his body and she looked up at him with a gaze that clearly told him she was ready for what she wanted from him, he hesitated and debated with himself for just a moment before he started to loosen his hold around her waist. "I'm sorry," he said with a guilty flick of his ears as he carefully climbed off of her and helped her back to her feet. "It's not you, I promise. You're great, I just... I don't think I'm the right one for this. For you." He sighed and gave a shake of his head, frowning and frustrated with himself. Shaking his head he started turning back toward Fenmyre's borders. "I'm sorry, Onyx. Be safe getting back home." He started walking away before he could make things even worse, feeling guilt over leaving her like this but knowing that if he said anything else he'd just dig himself into a deeper hole.

"Cináed"