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Arcturus
10-20-2022, 07:56 PM
Her chin laid down on her chest as he spoke and she got comfortable, more than happy to listen to anything he had to say to her. She was much more quiet in nature, so listening was an easier trait for her. And she cared deeply for how he felt about her and everything else, not that she could reflect that onto how she felt about herself. Maybe it was more the fact that he had others to share his life with. To her, she was really nothing. As she had said, he made her feel wanted and like she belonged, but he had others that loved him and maybe depended on him in some way. It was just her on her side of the world.
"I'm sorry about your father, if I've never told you that." She stated still quietly though maybe it never needed to be said. They had the same experiences in life, they really did share a common ground. They maybe weren't completely the same but that was a hard standard to go by. It was meant to be just this way, and with Arc she felt like he could better herself as time went on. She needed just that though, time. "I think my mother would want the same, for me to move on and be happy. But it's just been so hard doing everything on my own." An easy explanation, but she wasn't on her own anymore. And that's what she meant in telling him. He gave her this reason to keep moving forward and building onto her life and the life she shared with him.
Her paws pushing down gently on the mane of his chest as she looked down at his body and then back up again at his face. She paused for a moment, because it was hard to tell him. As comfortable as she was with him, around him, touching him, talking to him, it was scary as she had just told him moments before. "I think I... love you Arc." Maybe he could still see that troubled look on her features, but she meant it. Because she wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him. A companionship that grew just from a meeting by her born den. Maybe she was naive in a way but that didn't really matter. Arcturus was a good guy. A good guy. He was looking out for her in ways that she never experienced before even by her mother. She waited to see his reaction or at least if he would move on from it and ponder a little more. She would be fine with that. She acted distracted by the plush of his mane, it was easy to get lost in or find that excuse.
"Arc & Vanille"
"I'm sorry about your father, if I've never told you that." She stated still quietly though maybe it never needed to be said. They had the same experiences in life, they really did share a common ground. They maybe weren't completely the same but that was a hard standard to go by. It was meant to be just this way, and with Arc she felt like he could better herself as time went on. She needed just that though, time. "I think my mother would want the same, for me to move on and be happy. But it's just been so hard doing everything on my own." An easy explanation, but she wasn't on her own anymore. And that's what she meant in telling him. He gave her this reason to keep moving forward and building onto her life and the life she shared with him.
Her paws pushing down gently on the mane of his chest as she looked down at his body and then back up again at his face. She paused for a moment, because it was hard to tell him. As comfortable as she was with him, around him, touching him, talking to him, it was scary as she had just told him moments before. "I think I... love you Arc." Maybe he could still see that troubled look on her features, but she meant it. Because she wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him. A companionship that grew just from a meeting by her born den. Maybe she was naive in a way but that didn't really matter. Arcturus was a good guy. A good guy. He was looking out for her in ways that she never experienced before even by her mother. She waited to see his reaction or at least if he would move on from it and ponder a little more. She would be fine with that. She acted distracted by the plush of his mane, it was easy to get lost in or find that excuse.
