wake me up
ooc;; sorry for bailing in this thread, hope you don't mind me restarting it since our new thread is taking fricken forever D:
She giggled softly as he continued to lap at her eyes, ridding her features of any hint of sorrow. She was glad to hear that he was happy as well, it made her tears slow and a happy smile return to her face as she began to get her emotions under control. Even though talking about his family was disheartening some small part of her was glad she didn't have to share him, she could handle his new friend if she had to... She would because she wanted Talon to be happy and even though she was jealous she would reign that emotion in. It was what was best for him after all. Her tail waved slightly, brushing at the ground as he told her that she would have to come meet her sometime. "I'd like that..." She said softly, leaning toward to nuzzle happily into his neck, takin a moment to inhale his scent. It had been so long since they had seen each other it felt like her heart was breaking and bursting at the same time. She just wanted to stay there forever but she knew it wouldn't happen, not with his friend waiting for him in his new pack...
A single word dropped from his lips and his eyes began to glisten with unsure tears and immediately she wanted nothing more then to take back what she had said. "No no no! I mean..." She really didn't know what she meant and all she could do was fold her large ears to her skull and whine hoping he might understand her turmoil. If she could she would never be without him, she would never leave him but the thought of a pack was frightening. She had grown a bit more accustomed to Seracia because it was Talons home and he had spoken highly of the king there but this was a new pack, new to him even... His words didn't make her feel any better, a king who was tough? He treated his friend well but what about Talon? The king would like her? She shifted a bit uncomfortably and looked at her paws. She had to ask him. "How does he treat you?" Her words were soft and a bit uncertain, she didn't care how this king treated the rest of the pack of Talon's friend. If he didn't treat Talom well then how could Kangi possibly like him?
He'd never thought of being a rouge? She had to admit it wasn't the best life, since Prosperoms disappearance she had been quite lonely but for her pack life had never really been something she had considered an option. He whined an immediately her ears folded back again, she didn't want to cause him distress! "It's okay if you don't want to! I'll always come visit when I can!" Her tone was hurried, trying to reassure him before he made any sudden decisions that might make him regret everything later and end up making him dislike her. She never wanted to put him in that spot. As he spoke again she understood and a knowing smile crossed her lips as her head tipped. "I would never what you to feel alone... Stay with your pack. I understand," she said as she leaned forward to once again nuzzle his ruff tenderly before placing a gentle lick on his cheek. She had never been in a pack, had never really had a family or really more then one person in her life at a time so she didn't quite understand the need to be around a group but if that was what he needed then she wasn't going to press him. "Where is your new pack? If I'm going to visit I'll have to know where to find you!" It was time to change the subject, she knew that now...
Speech!