Can I be your memory?

Bellamy · 04-03-2023, 09:32 PM

The woman had been doing some thinking as of late… about her children, about Gavroche and herself, about advice she had given Dag… it made her realize that none of the kids knew where she and Gavroche had come from, about Lyenne. Lucy had been born there but… even she didn’t know the extent of what either of her parents had been through. Their trials, their struggles… Bellamy wondered if maybe that was for the better. Her children were still young, barely yearlings now… and yet they were growing so fast. Faster than she was ready for. Hell, Lucette was pretty much a young woman. Where did the time go? Why was it so fast all of a sudden? Bellamy let out a halfhearted chuckled. Time was a funny thing… and it liked to move at the pace it chose, whether the creatures around it accepted that pace or not.

One night, early enough in the evening some of her pack members might be awake but late enough the stars would have come out to play, Bellamy stole away from the cave. She began to pad through the territory, gaze up towards the stars as she heaved a small sigh. She had spoken of Acere at the meeting too… and how she couldn’t forgive Ignis. He was… beyond help. Or… maybe she just refused to help him. Was that selfish of her? Bellamy sighed, lowering her ears as she sat and looked up the stars sadly. “I’m sorry, Ace… I told you I’d try… but I can’t...” The woman told the stars sadly. “I guess… deep down… part of me is still that scared little pup from all those years ago...” She closed her eyes.

“Rosie… Annie… I failed you guys… and mom and dad… I...” She hadn’t thought about her sisters or parents in a long time. So much of her life had been spent without them. Her voice broke, and, when Bells opened her eyes again, tears had formed within them. Try as she might to build and expand her family with Gav, she knew there was no forgetting what once was… or filling the void losing them had caused…

"Speech" 'Thought.'

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Can I be your memory?

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