Thoughts, Decisions

The young Leader offers for him to sit and Beauregard lowers his rear to the earth. There is no need for formalities between them, and his expression softens as he makes himself comfy. Though he is an adult, he’s really not too much older than her all things considered. Closer in age to her older sister. Beauregard thinks about what to say, drawing in a breath. “There are layers to this, Hay. I’m not sure how much your mother might have told you about Tanelan and the others who live inside him. She was kind enough to understand it was not an issue that needed to be cured, but something that they all accepted and lived with.” Bringing up Tanelan first made the most sense. Beauregard frowned, his brow furrowing as he continued to speak.

“I had promised them that I wouldn’t have a healer intervene, but something is different. Wrong.” Beau sighed. “I love all of them, Hay… and Tan, the one who is meant to be the host of sorts, they can’t feel him at all. It's like he is gone completely. It has come with dizzy spells, as well as them struggling internally.” He thought of Bellamy and his ears fell. “I know that Ethne did not have the care necessary to treat your mother, but my first request is that you guys look after them for me. There may not be a cure here, but Ethne has been good to us from the moment we joined. He would be kept comfortable here.” And that leads into his next thing he wanted to discuss.

“I am grateful for the chance Ethne has given us, but I need to do some searching out there. Looking for something that might be able to recover Tan and, additionally… I would like your blessing to leave Ethne.” He offered her a sad smile. “A farewell, but not a goodbye. I know that with the loss of your father, the pack has been hurting. I do not want my leaving to be taken as a bad thing. I… Intend to find a way to raise a pack to support Ethne in trade and comradery. If the Hallows is a place of healing, and Ethne a home, I would like to create a pack to centralize on trade and crafting, as well as increase the ability for more members to work together to aid each other. That is, if you support the idea. I may not have known your father, but I’d like to make sure that there are more safe havens in Auster, to ensure that no wolf is ever lost again.”

"Speech" 'Thought.'