I've Become so Numb

Sparrow stumbled away from the post raid party. She hadn't stayed long, much like the raid. As soon as she engaged in a fight and realized that it also felt like nothing she left the fight. She didn't know what to do to feel anymore, but fighting wasn't it. Drinking wasn't either, but at least a dull mind passed the hours faster than sitting sober in the apathetic void.

She knew when she had stopped feeling, when she had broken. Recluse. As much as she wouldn't normally love to admit their relation, her best lead would be Sirius. Maybe if she got to the bottom of it- avenged Recluse- she'd start feeling again.

So she sought him out, her blurry mind sharpening just a bit as she followed his battered scent post raid. She made no effort to hide her trailing him. He'd know she wasn't here for a fight and even if he didn't, the bottle in her maw would make it impossible. Whenever she was in close enough range, she sighed loud enough to get his attention, but hopefully not anyone else's. She needed to speak to him alone.