long night reminder

The sky shouldn't look like that, not then and certainly not now. Hattori stared up with gritted teeth, ears flicked to the sides, admittedly he couldn't remember much of what happened towards the end but that in and of itself was troubling. The unknown, the things he thought...he felt he might have done. The loss of control, the doubt creeping in, and the almost suffocating need to change had pretty much destroyed his life as he knew it. The ties he'd severed would likely never be mended and it had all been in an attempt to regain control and power, a sense of himself he'd gotten so close to losing forever.

He shook his head slightly, the sounds of the tide in the bay rolling back and forth did little to distract him, cement in him in the moment. He needed something else, but was too stubborn to seek out company, least of all when he was like this.



"Speech"