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Darkness returns

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Bellamy

Loner

Master Fighter (290)

Master Intellectual (254)

An icon representing the specialty Berserker Berserker

age
9 Years
gender
Female
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Extra large
build
Light
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Samhain 2022Statue 4 WorshipScarredVengeanceCritical Observation!1K
Christmas 2019Trick 2019
03-31-2024, 06:27 PM


Guilt ate at her. Each time she came into contact with another young wolf, she was reminded of the fact that she had maimed a child. She had seen her, the colorful girl before it all started to shift… what had become of her? What wounds had the woman left on her? Bellamy sighed heavily as she left the den she’d shared with Acere. Her heart was heavy, her doubts gnawing at her in a way that made her feel like she was losing her mind once more. Her time as a slave… Why were those days coming back to haunt her now? Had losing Gavroche truly broken her in such a way that she was reliving her past? Even now she’d committed an act that could not be reversed… and the second raid… Divinities above…

“Lady Celeste, I do not understand… What have I done to bring about this fate? Have… have the Divinities truly turned their back on me? Is this the act of Delusion and Calamity…?” The fallen Divinities… had then lured her into false security? Was she truly cursed? She walked alongside the creek, her tail tucked between her legs, and her gaze focused on the ground before her. That was their power, was it not? What a fool she was… losing Gavroche was surely the first stage of it all… the fall from grace… him being reborn was a mercy for him… and punishment for her… and now that Acere was here… would they steal him away from her too?

Was this all just some elaborate beginning to her eternal suffering?

“Dammit all…”

"Speech," 'Thought.'

Mental health (particularly depression and anxiety) is extremely bad. Currently unable to handle IC conflict or conflict between characters, pack related or individual. I am struggling to post even simple things and will not be able to continue with thread if approached. Sorry for the inconvenience but I just can't right now.


Bellamy has two companions - a Tasmanian devil and an American badger. Unless otherwise mentioned IC, assume that they are close by.




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