All the Things you said, Running through my head

Nila was absolutely beside herself after the events that transpired at the borders of Norad. Seeing her Kaino in full Saxe behavior had hit her with the biggest reality check she’d ever had. Her Kaino, her sweet Kaino, was everything she was scared of. And it had yanked the rug right out from under her paws. She was torn between her heart and her head.

Her heart; it yearned for Kaino still it wanted to hold the silver woman close and never be without her. To give herself to her darkness and all.

But her head. Her head screamed for her to run. The siren that screamed danger had her mind racing. How had she never truly realized her lovers true colors. Had she been blind all this time? Was she a fool? She had to be to love her knowing she’d threatened that boys life in such a vile way.

She’d needed space to think, to breathe. Because now even Kaino felt like a threat to her. And that was the worst feeling of all. To feel like she wasn’t truly safe with the woman she loved more than life itself.

She’d pushed her boundaries, venturing out further than she had ever done before. Surrounded by plants and herbs as far as her eyes could see she felt calm. Though still conflicted she sat in a patch of flowers. Plucking one she sat there and stared at it. A sigh parting her lips.