It's not what they fear most
09-27-2013, 11:30 AM
That was just the fact of it. He didn't need anything, there was always something, bothering him. Weather it was the death of his elder brother, or the murder at least. Or his choice to leave his mother and uncle's side because he felt like he was depending on them too much. Along with the fear he felt about what his mother would think of him, it plagued his heart deeply. His missing father, even more so, something that bothered him even though it shouldn't have. So when the man asked him, if he needed anything, his only answer could be to shake his head. Hajime was certain, that it would be like any other time, and he would just need some time to calm himself down. Weather or not he would ever recover from the frequent attacks, depended on his state of mind. Which could have been affected by his blood line, or what he could have known and lived in before he was born. He didn't understand his own feelings in this moment and time. He didn't know if he ever would. "It'll pass, I was trying to find a place to lay down. But it seems you found me first." Hajime mused pulling back his ears as he took in deep breaths. Breathing was important, otherwise he could lose his composure again and freak out. After a few minutes his tail flicking back and forth his red eyes starred at Taurig. "It's odd really, you remind me a lot of my mother. Really this world needs more wolves like you." Or maybe he just needed to stop running into the bad ones. It was like some sort of family curse. Them running into every single killer that one could think possible. Then being unable to protect what they cared most about. Or worry about how they would let them down. "I'm sorry Taurig, I have the habit of over thinking things. Lot's of times with any other wolves I've met tell me I'm beyond my years, but it's just a big show. My problems run deeper than most wolves would ever know." Hajime shook his head. He wasn't sure if opening up to Taurig was the right thing. It was a start though wasn't it. Speech, |