All the Things you said, Running through my head

Nila stared at the flowers that surrounded her. Each one beautiful and full of life, carefree and vibrant. She wondered what that felt like. To be carefree and vibrant. She’d never had a taste of that lifestyle. No, she’d grown up a captive. It’s all she’d ever known, slavery. Her life had not been all flowers and playing in fields, it have been ducking out of a saxe’s way, keeping herself alive and on their good side by behaving at all costs. 

But Kaino, she’d been her escape. She’d always seemed so different than her family till now…now Nila was confused. She couldn’t stop mulling over it all. Until a voice called out to her. Turning her sunset eyes toward the voice she instinctively lowered her gaze. Her nose looking for any indication that this man was a part of the Syndicate; a part of them. But none came. No saxe smell emitted off him and so her body began to relax. 

They hadn’t come to collect her yet. She was still free from them for now. But she’d have to go home soon. So she raised her head, now looking at the Snow White man before her. As pale as the full moon in the sky. And his eyes of fire like the sun. He was breathtaking for a man. 

“My lover was not who I thought her to be she’s every bit as cruel as her family is…but I can’t help but love her still” she answered his first question. Her voice spoke with a tired mentality. 

She let out a strangled laugh at the thought of a life without pain. “Pain is all I was raised to endure though.” She said flatly and then shook her head. It wasn’t his fault for her sorry state. “I’m sorry. That was rude of me. I shouldn’t have said that” and out came the obedient part of her. The Sidi in her.