Avoid the process of the food Chain
03-11-2013, 08:55 AM
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| style='font: 10px georgia; line-height: 100%; padding:15px;'> I knew that eventually, yes I would run across Ulrike.. It was something unavoidable. But what would I say was the question. I had pondered for a year, give or take, and couldn't muster up the perfect excuse for my absence. I had vanished, no trace or word being left behind. As if I were some magician. I had watched from the distance as our old home had burnt to a crisp. Part of me still wanted the two to still live, yet another part of me wanted to be free'd the from old ball and chain. I never was mother, nor mate material. A slut at heart was what I truly was, never wanting to deal with devotion. And last year everything that occurred really went past my nature. Something that no one could see me doing. Becoming a mate and a mother, was that really something for me? I paid close attention to my surroundings, making sure that there wasn't a dirty reptile masked beneath the waters waiting to a little before dinner snack. Every sound vibrating my ear drum that the marsh had to offer. Overly cautious at this point. The wind however was not on my side and so I hadn't realized that Ulrike was on my trail. Squish, squish.. I could hear the sinking of paws coming up behind me, and so instantly I turned my dial before Ulrike even said a word. Two tones orbs locked upon his frame as he drew closer and closer. And yet I remained speechless. Not even a hello. And even though I knew this day would come I was still in complete shock. Completely bewildered to see that he was here. He was really here. 'Don't be foolish, love. We've talked about this, don't make the same mistake twice.' His words caused my muscles to tighten beneath my flesh... He was right, in a way. But even though he spent a good year trying to detour my emotions about Ulrike, seeing him before me made me question the devil inside. 'You know I'm right love.' His words slithered through my brain like a venomous serpent. Making me nervous to the core. As Ulrike spoke, I remained speechless. Unsure of how to explain myself. Not sure of what words to use. 'Tell the truth dear. Tell him you longed to be away from him and that wretched pup that you birthed. Tell him that you were upset with yourself for not being able to slit her throat. Tell him you shunned yourself away because of your weaknesses.' No! I had began to retaliate with myself. 'TELL HIM!' The anger radiated from his voice, causing my head to pound feircly. All I could do was take a step back and Violently shake my cranium side to side to rid it of the pain that he forced upon me. I wasn't going to say those things. I didn't know what to say. I was confused once again, and so I side stepped the questions all together. Dial now lowered to the ground as I watched Ulrike closely. Still he stood there with all the love in his eyes, despite the fact that I had vanished. Leaving him to care for the pup alone. Shouldn't he be angry with me? Despise my very face at this point. To seek revenge? But he held none of those expressions. In fact it was the complete opposite. He almost shone signs of worry on his facade. After all this time, could he really still hold the same love for me as he had before? After all the cruel and horrible things I had done? I still didn't know what to say, I was confused, I was lost, and damn near frightened. The only thing I could muster up was one simple question. "How is Xenios? Did she make it safe? |
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