Chaos On The Rise

This was it, she was ready. Or moreso, forced herself into stepping forward. Onyx had lived the most reclusive life especially after her siblings had moved on and settled down somewhere. She did wonder often how well they were, it had been very long since she had run into any of them.

Aside from her few encounters with Kuroki, which scared her to death mind you, she lived every day one step at a time. Surviving. She always felt out of place in this world. She felt like there was nowhere she really belonged. And her mind often wandered to Oki. She was a very harsh unlikeable woman and she knew that. But Oki had always made her feel different. She would never had called it love, that was way farfetched. But if there was anyone she thought would give her the time of day it was him. She needed someone she cared about close to her, even if he didn't care for her on that same level. Ever since Cina it was hard for her to open the door to even friends. It's why she shut everyone out today. It was why she was alone. And here she was, probably looking like a fool as she had on multiple occasions with him. How broken she was.

She called for him at the borders of his pack, or well she hoped it was his pack. For all she knew he could have been held prisoner inside. He seemed one for trouble at least. But his scents ran in and out of the pack, maybe some of his kin that she didn't know about. It really had been a long time in the pines. Gods what was she going to say to him when he showed... She wasn't a beggar. This time she was truly seeking him out. Certainly that showed her level of desperation buried deep under the surface.

"Speech"