Don't you want someone to care about you?

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she greeted him with a smile he adored. kissing him back and meshing into his cologne-, it all pleased him. she became playful then, her body language signifying her interest as she pawed at his chin. it made his heart pace a little quicker, making him flare his nose.
it felt too soon. his concerns of whether this meant anything valuable to her, swirling in his mind for a moment as he contemplated the obvious. of course he wanted to.. but he was selective and cautious of who he laid with. there must be reasoning- & fic was a reason all on her own. but he was inexperienced, a virgin, and somehow nervous around the idea of laying with her. her effect was unlike any other.
"Are you sure?" he asked, looking down as her with a soft gaze of tender affection and care. what if he hurt her? their size difference was large and in his silent ponders, he noticed how much he cared about her. "this is my first time.." he spoke lowly, sighing. as if ready to meet he disapproval and somehow nervous that this wasn't her first. the essence of purity meant a lot to him. but did she have it? or would it succumb to his bleak senses like widow?

"talk" 'think'